I am growing an intolerance to bullshit. I am so tired of people taking advantage of me because I’m too nice. My coworker today told me that it’s not economical for her to have her job done at the end of the day because it means that she gets to stay extra and pick up hours. She admitted to deliberately not doing her job because it doesn’t benefit her. She let’s me struggle everyday and pick up the slack and finish her work at the day so that we don’t have our work done, despite threats from our manager saying if we don’t have our work done there will be harsh consequences. It is bullshit and I am so tired of it. To top it off, I have brought it up with the manager and they told me that they refuse to take action and that I just have to grin and bear it and pull the extra weight. It is bullshit. 

Today I sit down on the couch and turn the tv on, for what must only be the second or third time since living here. I am watching tv for an hour when my roomie comes in and says she wants to watch something in 10 minutes. I was so irritated. This show is on every single day and she watches tv all night long then sleeps on the couch at night, at 7pm. I don’t know what to say to it. People walk all over me because they know i’m a pushover. People walk all over me and I’m exhausted with being taken advantage of.